Grab, Grab, Grab

I've just grabbed my 'ancient' photos from my friendster. 

 8th grade --"

........

9th grade, scary :|

That's all, unimportant though..
If you wanna see the others, just visit my friendster and its queasy thrill will attack!

Some Maintenance

Sigh, after having a blogwalkin session, it feels like I about to have some maintenance on my boring blog.

Things to do:

1. Change its template (mine is too lugubrious. Kinda walkin in a endless tunnel while you're reading it) but sometimes I think, it's just too good to be replaced with a new one. Ha.

2. Change its structure (what structure anyway?)

3. Change its aim (not only as an 'emotion-outpouring' writing bzz)

Honestly, it's too unimportant to be changed. In other hands, I can't maintain it well too guys :p 

Let's see how I could modify it into a fascinating reading :))

Whacked!

Nggak seharusnya buka blog dan nulis ini. Tapi apa daya, rasanya nggak tau harus cerita ke siapa. You know, I'm tremendous-whacked right now!

List tugas yang nggak pernah stabil. No rest.
Deadline yang cukup menohok. Ah, belum lagi ulangannya. Tiap minggu, tiap hari, tiap saat.

Recently I wonder.. I'd rather sleep than study at school. At least I still have a course and it's much better and useful I guess. Apa sih yang didapet kalo tidur di rumah dgn belajar di sekolah berasa cuma beda 1:3? Keformalitasan? Ngenes dengernya.

Dan sekarang bener-bener galau. Jadwal UAS udh dibagikan, tugas akhir pun sudah mulai dateng satu per satu, tugas biasa pun masih numpuk..... AAAA I'M EXHAUSTED ENOUGH :(((

Dulu.. masih bisa update lagu sesering itu.
Jalan-jalan sama temen-temen.
Hibernasi di rumah.
Aku kangen. You know, it's all hell.

An Old-Crumbly Candle

Someone found an old-crumbly candle that hasn't been used for a long time. Then she played a fire and unexpectedly burnt its burner. She was quite speechless. It's just too impossible for an old-crumbly candle. How could a brittle candle be burnt completely while the burner was skidded into its part?

Well, have you ever realized about those words refer to?

Ours.

*Sorry for misspelling or somewhat*

A Bloomy Birthday

Another side of A Gloomy-Bloomy Birthday

"8 Oktober 2010"

"....... Masuk-masuk kelas, Meidi sama Nindy tanya, apa bakal tambah bete kalo disiram anak2? Aku jawab, nggak, soalnya aku udh ga bete. Hmm sebenernya sih masih, cuma yasudahlah. Buat apa juga sih mikirin lagi, merugikan diri sendiri huh.

Akhirnya mereka nyeret aku, terus tahap pertama nyiram aku pake air bersih, aku mbatin,"Asik cuma air, nggak perlu ribet bersih2."

Ternyata oh ternyata, itu adalah tahap satu teman-teman. Setelah itu aku digandeng Nindy-Meidi ke koridor kelas X. Mereka sempet berniat nyiram aku di lapangan tengah. Aku bilang,"Waaa jangaaaan, mualu lho."

Ada Nindy, Meidi, Galuh, Liteh, Iprit, Tika, Romce, Dian, Fajar, Havid, Susi, Mario. Iprit narik aku di pohon trus disiram air biasa, udh setengah basah kuyup, eeeh Litha ngambil selang air trus diarahin ke aku. Hasilnya, basah sepenuhnya.

Ups, ternyata belum selesai. Aku dibawa lagi ke depan kantin. Sumpah mualu basah gitu diliat orang-orang. Di depan kantin ada air becek, dan gatau atas ide siapa itu Nindy ambil air beceknya itu trus disiramin ke aku, sementara tanganku dipegang anak2. YEYEEEEEEK X((

Mata mereka kayak mata elang. Nggak cukup air becek, ternyata ada aja yg liat kalo disitu ada ember isinya air AC. Disiramin juga ke aku, sumpah nggak mbojok, duingin pek _----_

Aku sampe kedinginan, duduk kursi pinggir, semetara diliatin anak2 yg lewat. Didokumentasikan juga ternyata sama susi -__-"

Nindy-Galuh-Meidi yg awalnya pergi ke kantin, ternyata balik lagi ke tempatku. Mereka bawa sesuatu yg aneh. Astaghfirullah nyata pas itu aku udh kedinginan, lemes. Mau kabur lewat pinggir eh ternyata ada iprit megang sapu. Mau lewat sebelahnya, eeeh ada Litha. Akhirnya aku ditarik dan.... BYUURRR. Perpaduan yg sempurna antara kuah rawon dan air AC. Duingin. Bau juga aaaaaaa.

Bayangin, air comberan yg bau itu kecampur sama kuah rawon plus sensasi dingin. Setelah dicampakkan *wuos* aku ditinggal lari. Makasih lho udh dikasih kesempatan utk menanggung malu sendirian =))

Oiya, balik-balik ke kelas aku minta anter ganti eeeh nggak ada yg mau. Katanya aku menjijikan. HAHAHAHA -___-"

Akhirnya Galuh sama Meidi mau nganterin dengan syarat, ternyata waktu aku ganti, mereka ninggal aku sendirian di kamar mandi. Begitu aku balik ke kelas, jam tangan, hapeku, kunci mobil ilang semua. Sudah bisa diduga, kerjaannya anak2 pasti."

"Anyway, thanks a lot puoooooooooooool kempit! I LOVE YAAAAA! Tunggu aja pembalasanku ya satu-satu :)"

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Minal Aidzin Wal Faidzin

Assalamualaikum Wr. Wb

Selamat Hari Raya Idul Fitri 1431 H

Minal aidzin wal faidzin. Mohon maaf lahir dan batin yaaa :)

Sincerely,

Arvia Diva, Mimi, Bapak, Farrell & Darren 

H-O-L-I-D-A-Y

Halo, udah 2 hari ini libur. Bebas dari ulangan, bangun pagi, anjem, tugas yg membeludak dll. Tapi bukan berarti juga aku seneng liburan dengan menjamur di rumah ini lho ya. Rasanya pingin tetep sekolah, tapi nggak usah ada pelajaran, terserah mau pulang jam berapa aja, terserah mau ngapain aja. 

Memang ya, dasar manusia.. Giliran libur, pingin masuk sekolah. Giliran kemarin waktu masih masuk sekolah, ngomel-ngomel pingin cepet2 libur.

As human being, jelas saya juga merasa begitu. Pingin cepet2 ketemu anak2, ketemu itu juga hehehe ;p

Sekian dulu deh, otak lagi nggak lancar buat nge-blog.
Thank youuuuuuu.

Just FYI

Hari ini aku berharap bgt puasaku diterima sama Allah. Kenapa? Karena hari ini aku ngerasa udah melakukan hal yg seharusnya ga boleh dilakuin pas puasaan. Bukan berarti ini hal yg membatalkan loh ya.

Hari ini aku bener2 emosi yg sudah meraih titik puncaknya. Sepele sih. Tapi aku udh sering bgt kayak gini dan aku ngerasa kalo aku udh terlalu sabar ngadepinnya.

I never told to anyone. At all.
It ain't about my affair. It's about a friendship.

No offense, semoga ngerti lah. Ya maaf juga kalo banyak salah.

Tapi maaf itu bukan berarti cara gampang buat ngulangi lagi loh teman.

Australian Halloween Ghost Story

This story happened a few years ago on 31st October in Brisbane, and even though it sounds like an Alfred Hitchcock tale, it's true.

John Bradford, a Sydney University student, was on the side of the road hitch hiking on a very dark Halloween night and in the midst of a storm. The night was rolling on and no car went by. The storm was so strong he could hardly see a few feet ahead of him. Suddenly he saw a car slowly coming towards him and stopped. John, desperate for shelter and without thinking about it, got in the car and closed the door, just to realize there was nobody behind the wheel and the engine wasn't on.

The car started moving slowly. John looked at the road and saw a curve approaching. Scared, he started to pray, begging for his life.  Then, just before he hit the curve, a hand appeared through the window and turned the wheel. John, paralysed with terror, watched how the hand appeared every time they came to a curve. John saw the lights of a pub down the road so, gathering strength, jumped out of the car and ran to it.

Wet and out of breath, he rushed inside and asked for two shots of tequila. He then started telling everybody about the horrible experience he went through. A silence enveloped everybody when they realized he was crying and... wasn't drunk.

About 15 minutes later, two guys walked into the same pub. They were also wet and out of breath. Looking around and seeing John Bradford sobbing at the bar, one said to the other, "Look, Bruce. There's the idiot who got in the car while we were pushing it."

p.s: HA HA, so what's on your mind after reading this short-spoof-story? -___-"

Random Words

I never know what's on your mind.

What's on your hopefulness behind, for whom does your strength refer to all this time and how could it stay any longer. I don't even know.
I know nothing.

But there's one thing 'maybe' I should know , I have to recognize that I couldn't be the one who could light up your life.

Me?

Actually, I had got this result hmm long time ago hehe, but I hadn't copied it yet.
So here is it...

Arvia Diva Firstiana

08/10/1994

  

You are Orange Koala, who tends to give an impression of being too sensitive and nervous.

⚬ But you have thorough insight and can work efficiently.

⚬ You are cheerful and very forthright.

⚬ Your short temper may cause your advantages to diminish. 

⚬ When the positive side of you comes out, you will try hard to go beyond the person you do not want to loose against. 

⚬ You are suited to academic and artistic areas, where you can seek your insight 

⚬ Your soul never gets old, and you will keep coming up with new ideas.

⚬ You may come up with new and innovative idea while relaxing.  

⚬ This make you suited to jobs concerning plannig events or entertaining.  

⚬ Areas of arts may also bring good luck.  

⚬ You are precise with money, and do not spend money easily.  

⚬ You will save up rather than use it, and although you don't show, you are sensitive with interests between personal relationships.  

⚬ You don't buy things impulsively. 

⚬ Socially, you are very open person.  

⚬ You seem to be very sociable person, but really you are extremely cautious, and will not easily tell your true feelings.  

⚬ Balancing this kind of your bilateral character will be your task. 

⚬ You can fall in love many times, but once married, you will take charge of the household, and control it efficiently.*amiin :))

web source: www.world.doubutsu-uranai.com

Welcome Ramadhan

Alhamdulillah kita bisa ketemu bulan Ramadhan lagi ya :)

Mohon maaf ya kalo pernah coret2 iseng di kertas kehidupan kalian ;))
SELAMAT MENJALANKAN IBADAH PUASA
Semoga ibadah kita diterima oleh Allah SWT, amiin.

p.s: hehe telat ya.

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"When someone loves you, you don't realize it. When you realize it, it's TOO LATE."

I've just caught that sentence on my twit :p

Flashback

Baru aja liat jam, ternyata udah malem tapi ga ngantuk sama sekali. Yasudah akhirnya saya mengeblog saja.

Kali ini aku mau memflashback sedikit ttg masa2 kelas X di smala tercinta :')

Waktu itu, hari pertama aku pake seragam putih abu-abu. Bingung, kakiku mau jalan kemana. Akhirnya aku mengarah ke lobi depan smala. Nyari nama "ARVIA DIVA FIRSTIANA" di lembaran kertas yg ditempel disana. Ternyata namaku ada di daftar kelas X7. Aku penasaran pastinya, gimana anak2 di X7 ini ya?

Akhirnya aku jalan ke kelas X7, ketemu PM.
Dia X7 juga. Begitu masuk kelas, sepi, sunyi. Ga ada yg aku kenal selain anak spensix waktu itu.

Aku duduk di pojok kiri depan. Di belakangku ada 4 anak yg keliatannya udh akrab. Aku cuma bisa senyum.

Ini kelasku yg baru, X7.

Perkenalan satu per satu pun dimulai. Sampe pada akhirnya diadakan pemilihan perangkat kelas. Dan hasilnya:
Ketua Kelas: Vicky Aditya
Wakil Ketkel: Havid G.
Sekretaris: Arvia Diva
Bendahara: Habibah D.

Akhirnya, sekretaris dan bendahara dipersilahkan memilih teman utk dijadikan partnernya.

Ketua kelas cukup sibuk ngurusi kelas baru ini. Ada inilah itulah. Jadi otomatis harus dibantu sama yg lainnya.

Beberapa hari kemudian, banyak dari kita yg mulai punya cerita2 'tersendiri' di kelas barunya. Kalo diinget2 jadi pingin ngakak :))

Masa2 cheerliar, temu generasi, buka bersama dll..

Coba aku diijinin buat ngulang masa2 itu, sebentaaar aja... :')

Talkin 'bout MPDK

It's kinda prom, yeah smala's prom nite, called mpdk.

Have you prepared bout it?

Yaa, enough basicly . For dress, I had just bought it new and not for the others. I found my momma's mini-party-bag, haha I don't know what it's called. And for my blacky-heels, I borrowed it ;)

I'm gonna wear my usual watch with no any make up. Keeping natural is better instead. Just make it simple and look elegant enough. No need to be extremely glamorous, right?

It's Rough, be Tough

For instance someone asked,"how's your feeling being like this?" I'd answer,"I'm content enough with this situation."
But sometimes it isn't as content as I feel. It's tough. Hmm ya maybe some people said that I'm too stubborn for it and I consider it, well. -____-"

That's all.
I will continue it later :|

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"The smarter the woman is, the more difficult it is for her to find the right man" -oprah winfrey-

*practically, I don't know why I like this quote overly muuuchhh even though I'm not kinda that woman is.

Efek Kesumpekan Uas

SMALA'S EXAM WAS TOTALLY FED UP!

Rasanya sumpek tiap hari. Kamar berantakan, pikiran berantakan, batin berantakan.

SO MESS lah pokoknya.

Penjaga kelasku kebetulan kok ya yg ga enak2 gitu, huaaaah sumpah memuakkan.

Kemarin sepulang dari UAS terakhir minggu ini, aku langsung tidur.

Bangun-bangun tenggorokanku sakit sama pilek. Disuruh ibuku minum obat tapi aku bilang ntar ntar aja.

Malemnya, aku main laptop sama ngenet. Awalnya biasa aja, eh tiba2 jam 10.30an kepalaku suakit. Aku langsung ninggal laptop trus tak tinggal tiduran.

Pas tiduran, rasanya semua ini muter. Balik kanan balik kiri sama aja muter kemana-mana.

Sampe jam 12 gitu terus, padahal lampu udah tak matiin, udah pake minyak kayu putih, tidur udah ga pake bantal, udah tutupan selimut juga.

Aku diem aja, "berusaha" tidur. Pas hampir tidur, hidungku mampet pet pet, sampe sesek ga bisa nafas. Ya ampun. Akhirnya aku duduk, pusiiiing buanget ckck

Yaudah, aku hampir nangis kemarin itu. Tersiksa gitu rasanya.

Daripada nangis, mending dibuat merem, tak puaksa tidur dan alhamdulillah tidur juga.

Bangun-bangun hidung ya masih mampet tapi much better pol lah.

fyuh, apa ini salah satu efek kesumpekan uas?

Wreck

 

     

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"Sometimes the memories are worth the pain..."

Yawn

Hello there!

How re you? Don't worry, I'm ok here :p

It's been so long, I let my blog alone with no any life, seems like a dying thing.

Yeaa several hours again, I have to study back. Back to reality and leave my dearest rest time.

I should go bed early actually, but what? My eyes are still opened clearly. My fingers are still typing this unimportant things. I got my insomn habit, eh I don't know the reason why.

Stressed away? Freakin out? Nope I think.

Ok, wish I could sleep well this dawn.

Gnite, have a nice day!